Let's start from 'I Love You'

UPDATES

2012-01-13T19:34:00.000+08:00

THIS BLOG IS

UNDER CONSTRUCTION

sorry for all the inconvenience.

all the fanchant & videos will be updated later

SUPER JUNIOR A-CHa fanchant

2011-10-03T06:17:00.004+08:00

*credits: sment

LINKS TO OTHER SUPER JUNIOR FANCHANTS:

Mr. Simple & SUPERMAN

PERFECTION

BONAMANA & No Other & BOOM BOOM

others SuJu fanchants

See you again, Heenim~ ^^

2011-08-28T13:57:00.002+08:00

finally my SUPER JUNIOR 5th album has arrived thanks to a friend of mine who help me buy all four covers; Heechul (obviously I'm gonna buy his cover, coz I'm an Undead Petals ♡ ) Leeteuk (coz I respect him as the leader for the boiz) Ryeowook ( coz he's my bias in KRY. his voice is PERFECT ♡) and Siwon (oh well...this one I bought it coz its too damn tempting not to have lor ^^;;) I also bought Ceci magz Korea vers with the boiz on cover. damn that mags is soooo TEBAL lor. ^^

next in my list to buy is Mr. Simple vers B, Mr. Simple Repackage & SS3 DVD..btw, am I the only one who wants to frame that poster?? .___. blame it all o shisus bulge. but if my parents esp my dad saw this....... OTL I'm also thinking about framing all those photocards.gonna hv to wait until I get my own house should't I? ^^;; plus since I bought 4 different covers that mean I also have 4 ............ :3

today is the last performance for Mr. Simple promotion on Mnet M!Countdown, KBS Music Bank, MBC Music Core & SBS Inkigayo as stated by SMent..but I wonder if this is true? O,o coz its too short..they should at least spends 3 month for Mr Simple promotion .___. now I'm waiting for the second title promotion..let's hope they gonna pawn all the awards for the repackage titled song too ^^

Heenim will be enlisting on September 1st at Chungnam, Nohn San training facility for a four-week training period. He is scheduled to work as a public service employee for the Sung Dong district office during his 23-month service. Due to his previous injury in 2006 car accident, he wasn’t allowed to serve in the army and has been offered the public personnel option instead. He is set to undergo four weeks of basic training at the residential army camp before serving as a public service personnel.

“I’m very grateful to fans for loving me in the past 6 years.

But, I will not ask you to wait for me.

Instead, for those who love me,

please support me again after I come back

and start the new activities.”

Mr. Simple Fanchant

2011-08-04T02:05:00.009+08:00

Mr. Simple Fanchant

SUPERMAN fanchant

OTHERS SUPER JUNIOR FANCHANTS:

A-CHa

Perfection

Boom Boom & No Other & BONAMANA

other SuJu songs

credit: romanize by @pastakyu for @sjworld

so much for Mr Simple "(￣▽￣)"

2011-07-30T19:07:00.005+08:00

Mr. Simple

they gonna drop the MV teaser for Mr. Simple on 1st August 10.00am KST followed by the title song on 2nd August and the full album gonna be released on 3rd August. Beside they also gonna show us the full MV for Mr. Simple during the presscon on 4th August and the first performance for Mr Simple would be on KBS Music Bank on 5th August

SMent stated that the concept that the boiz gonna show us is UBERSEXUAL where it will show a more masculine side of the members of Super Junior while showing their exotic charms at the same time. Their concept will also illustrate that strong, masculine, sexy men can have refined manners as well. oh well to know more about this concept we just have to see their performance then ^^;;

teaser picture for Mr. Simple

Leeteuk

Heechul

Yesung

Shindong

Sungmin

Siwon

Eunhyuk

Donghae

Ryeowook

Kyuhyun

and from what I've gather last few days on twitter, its been said that the cover album for Mr. Simple will come with each member. meaning there will be 10 different cover .____. I HAVE to get my hands on chul, teuks, wooks & won щ(TДTщ) but good news is the album is 30cm x 30cm *DAMN HUGE 8DDD* and comes with all 10 members photocards and photobook plus poster

ps: looks like kibum wouldn't be joining 5jib

Happy Birthday Heenim~ ♡

2011-07-10T13:12:00.001+08:00

Happy *28th Birthday to my dear Heenim ♡

so finally Lady Gaga acknowledge Lady Hee Hee

he'll prob looks like this after Gaga compliment him

M&D first live performance at Mnet 20's Choice

*his true age, not Korean age. coz then he'll be 29

Close Ur Mouth!

2011-06-22T02:49:00.003+08:00

뭘봐 (Close ur mouth) by M&D

Just Wait jom gaman issuh bwa

Byuhllo choonggyuhk juhgin yegin aniya woosuh

Saranghaesuh dduhnandan geu mareun jaemi uhbjanha

(OK johassuh) DANCEreul chwuhjoolkka

(OK algessuh) RAEBeuro baeteulkka

(OK Good Choice Girl) ROCKeuro haejoolkka?

Naega arasuh Get Off Get Off Get Off

(Mwuhl bwa) Nareul channeun yuhjaneun manha

(Mwuhl bwa) Nuhreul jjonneun namjaneun uhbji

(Mwuhl bwa) Ige nawa nuhui chaijanha

Geuraedo ga? That's Great! (Oh) Bye Bye Bye

Just Wait nal jabeul soon uhbji

Bbyameul ddaeriryuhgo haedo dahji anheulguhl

Son naerigo woolji malgo geunyang bikyuhjoomyuhn dwae

(OK johassuh) DANCEreul chwuhjoolkka

(OK algessuh) RAEBeuro baeteulkka

(OK Good Choice Girl) ROCKeuro haejoolkka?

Naega arasuh Get Off Get Off

(Mwuhl bwa) Nareul channeun yuhjaneun manha

(Mwuhl bwa) Nuhreul jjonneun namjaneun uhbji

(Mwuhl bwa) Ige nawa nuhui chaijanha

Geuraedo ga? That's Great! (Oh) Bye Bye Bye

(OK johassuh) DANCEreul chwuhjoolkka

(OK algessuh) RAEBeuro baeteulkka

(OK Good Choice Girl) ROCKeuro haejoolkka?

Naega arasuh Get Off Get Off Get Off

(Mwuhl bwa) Nuhrang mannal shiganeun uhbsuh

(Mwuhl bwa) Geu shiganen dareun yuhjadeul

(Mwuhl bwa) Nappeun namjara yokhadeun mwuhra haedo nan

(Mwuhl bwa) Nareul channeun yuhjaneun manha

(Mwuhl bwa) Nuhreul jjonneun namjaneun uhbji

(Mwuhl bwa) Ige nawa nuhui chaijanha

Geuraedo ga? That's Great! (Oh) Bye Bye Bye

You Got It? Close ur Mouth Get Off Yeah

What are You Looking At (Close Ur Mouth)

Just Wait Try to stay quiet please

It's not a particularly shocking story. Just laugh

"I'm leaving you because I love you" Those words aren't funny

(OK fine) Do you want to dance

(OK I get it) Do you want to spit rap

(OK Good Choice Girl) Do you want to rock?

I get it Get Off Get Off Get Off

(What are you looking at) There's a lot of girls who want me

(What are you looking at) There are no men pursuing you

(What are you looking at) That's the difference between you and I

You're going anyway? That's Great! (Oh) Bye Bye Bye

Just Wait You can't catch me

Even if you wanted to slap me you wouldn't get to touch my cheek

Hands off and don't cry Could you just get out of my way

(OK fine) Do you want to dance

(OK I get it) Do you want to spit rap

(OK Good Choice Girl) Do you want to rock?

I get it Get Off Get Off

(What are you looking at) There's a lot of girls looking for me

(What are you looking at) There are no men pursuing you

(What are you looking at) That's the difference between you and I

You're going anyway? That's Great! (Oh) Bye Bye Bye

(OK fine) Do you want to dance

(OK I get it) Do you want to spit rap

(OK Good Choice Girl) Do you want to rock?

I get it Get Off Get Off Get Off

(What are you looking at) I don't have time to hang out with you

(What are you looking at) That time is for other girls

(What are you looking at) No matter whether you call me a bad guy

That's Great! (Oh) Bye Bye Bye

(What are you looking at) There's a lot of girls looking for me

(What are you looking at) There are no men pursuing you

(What are you looking at) That's the difference between you and I

You're going anyway? That's Great! (Oh) Bye Bye Bye

You Got It? Close ur Mouth Get Off Yeah

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credit: both romanize & English translation by @pastakyu for @sjworld

Super Junior Bromance in HAI magazine

2011-06-18T03:08:00.003+08:00

look at what I found when I'm strolling at a book store; the boiz bromance featured in a Malay magazine. LMAO I cant believe it! haha..I've never read this magazine before but I knew that it always featured stories/gossip among malay artist ^^;; *that's why I nvr bother to read it..gossip are lame :3

the 1st one bout HanChul..but I thing they might be better off with these pics of mine lol that one is for photoshoot I think :3 and also insert is bout chul doing fanservice with min n siwon :3 wonder what the reader gonna think of when they see HeeMin pic :3

English Translation:

The intimacies between these two best friends sometimes leave questions to rise on whether they were actually lovers or just close friend.

Back then when Hankyung has been criticized because of his citizenship issues, Heechul is always by his side supporting him plus they were even been appointed to live together in Super Junior’s dorm.

Anything that Heechul requested will be granted by Hankyung. Furthermore, when Heechul were in the hospital after his accident when he’s on the way back from attending Donghae father’s funeral, Hankyung is the only one who devotedly spent times taking care of him at the hospital.

However, Heechul has also been kissing the most handsome Super Junior’s member, Siwon and also Sungmin during their concerts. Obviously, his actions get the fans screaming enthusiastically.

*trans by myself. direct trans mind you. sorreh for the fail!grammar :3

btw THIS is the real HanChul pics just so you know :3

and there's KyuMin too lolololo sorreh not gonna trans this one me is too lazy orz basically it just wrote that these two like to fight about small things *arent they cute ^^ it also said that kyu likes to kiss min eyelid coz he wants min to sleep well ahahahaha what is this kyu being romantic and all toward his hyung ^^;;

and this one compile all the other OTP in SJ
this secretly makes me things that the writer prob is SJ bias
since he knew almost all pairing I can see YeWook EunHae KangTeuk etc etc :3

and finally this article bout Teuks get sent to hospital

bcoz of exhaustion after SS3Vietnam *this one is old news ^^;;

werk it off :3

2011-06-15T06:08:00.005+08:00

too busy at work to updates bout the boiz :3

meh. work is important nao coz I need to save up moneh.

gonna buy iPad 2 64gb with wifi. *RM2100

still contemplating whether I should just take up the one with 3G

but then the price would be up to RM2500 = =''

and that's not including accessories
screen protector, case etc etc + RM500

and I just knew yesterday that SMent gonna released

SUPER JUNIOR SUPER SHOW 3 Photobook

plus poster on 1st July..

the price prob be around RM80+

gahhhh~ there's goes my money =_______=''

and I need to save up to RM250 in preparation for SJ 5jib version A, B & C

why SMent don't just released the photobook with the DVD I don't know

bitch sure know how to make moneh. = =''

and there's news about Heenim gonna end his DJ at YoungStreet soon

prob to make preparation for 5jib

someone also tweets that she saw hae, kyu, henry

and I forgot who going to SMent..prob for recording??? :D

just wondering is there gonna be another SMTown?

hope not bcoz if its true the boiz will be damn tired :3

what with 5jib scheduled to drop on August

and then full time promotion on all four tv broadcast;

KBS Music Bank, MBC Music Core, SBS Inkigayo and Mnet M!Countdown

hooo I hope they'll be ready ;~~~; we ELF need to be ready too

I dont want to see another GDA 2010 all over again =_______=''

SJM One Million Youth Gathering

2011-05-08T14:03:00.007+08:00

[UPDATED]

there's news that SUPER JUNIOR M will be coming to Malaysia
this 28th May to participate in 2011 Malaysia One Million Youth Gathering.

for more info regarding One Million Youth Gathering event at Putrajaya, see this video.

It has been confirmed by Marctensia that SJM are the one who will be coming here and NO TICKET are required to watch the free concert. they also tweet that any website that stated tickets are needed for SJM at Hari Belia ARE NOT TRUE.

and If I'm not mistaken there's Dream Concert 2011 which has been done annually by Korea with Heechul as the MC for the previous 3 years. however, SUPER JUNIOR is not listed on the line up artists who will be performing for this year DreamCon and Heechul also mention that he's not sure whether he can be the MC for DreamCon again this year bcoz of clashing schedules.

*Heechul is one of the MC for Dream Concert 2011

NO SuJu coz the boys came to Malaysia for SJM Free Concert

/except WonHae coz they have filming for Skip Beat at Taiwan

to all ELF dont forget to bring SUPER JUNIOR lightstick so that we can show our beautiful Blue Ocean ahahahahaha and most important things is memorize all SJ fanchant especially SJM "Perfection"

links to all SUPER JUNIOR fanchant HERE

>> SJM Perfection <<
>> BONAMANA No Other BOOM BOOM <<
>> other SUPER JUNIOR fanchant <<

source: marctensia

SJM Perfection Fanchant

2011-05-04T03:46:00.018+08:00

LINKS TO OTHER SUPER JUNIOR FANCHANTS:

A-CHa

Mr. Simple

BONAMANA No Other BOOM BOOM

other SuJu songs

Korean Boyband Profile

2011-05-04T02:36:00.001+08:00

Korean Boy Band	Debut Year	No. of member	current member	oldest	youngest	tallest height
TVXQ	2003	1)5 -3	2	1986	1988	186cm
TRAX	2004	1)4 -2	2	1983	1985	184cm
SS501	2005	5	-	1986	1987	185cm
SUPER JUNIOR	2005	1)15 -1	14	1983	1989	184cm
BIG BANG	2006	5	5	1987	1990	181cm
XING (under XING Entertainment. they are rotational group, all members hv high vocal talents)	2006	1) 4 -1, +2 2) 5 -3, +5 3) 7 -1, +1 4) 7 -5, +5 5) 5	5	1988	1994	181cm
FT ISLAND	2007	5	5	1990	1992	180cm
The BOSS (re-debut under Open Entertainment, the same last 5 members of XING)	2008	5	5	1990	1994	183cm
SHINee	2008	5	5	1989	1993	181cm
U-KISS	2008	1) 6 -2 +2	7	1988	1994	182cm
2AM	2008	4	4	1989	1991	186cm
2PM	2008	1)7 -1	6	1987	1990	185cm
MBLAQ	2009	5	5	1987	1991	181cm
B2ST	2009	6	6	1989	1991	181cm
F.CUZ	2010	4	4	1989	1992	184cm
ZE:A	2010	9	9	1988	1992	183cm
INFINITE	2010	7	7	1989	1993	180cm
Teen Top	2010	5	5	1992	1995	178cm
Co-Ed	2010	1)9 +1	10	1989	1995	186cm
DALMATIAN	2010	6	6	1981	1991	180cm
BLOCK B	2011	7	7	1990	1993	182cm
B1A4	2011	5	5	1991	1993	182cm
X-5	2011	5	5	1989	1995	189cm

Super Junior Wish List

2011-04-25T15:55:00.005+08:00

just some random thing that I want from the boys~

Super Junior M Repackage Album (poster)
Super Show 3 DVD (Poster)
Super Junior 5th Album (vers A & poster)
Super Junior 5th Album (vers B & poster)
Super Junior 5th Album (vers C & poster)
Super Junior Japanese BONAMANA Single (poster)
*Boys in the City 4 (Photobook & DVD)
Super Show 4 Malaysia
**Super Show 4 ~~Seoul~~/Japan/Singapore (either one)

and the most important things is

going to Korea to send off HeeTeuk to army

*released date not confirmed yet.

** either one coz SS4Msia will prob will be censor by the gov; no nekkid2 stuf , extreme fanservice n what not. = =;; so me r going to either SS4Seoul (coz its cheap), or SS4Japan (coz they always hv the best merch & awesome stage design) or SS4Spore (coz its the nearest). anyone wanna join me to Korea to send of HeeTeuk??? heard if got RM3k also enough ^^ (include flight, budget hotel, food, transport etc for less than 5 days duration)

Weird Me

2011-04-13T03:42:00.003+08:00

to celebrate Heechul comeback onto twitter since his last outburst regarding the scar I've decided to post something bout myself..and as usual I'll be misusing Heenim pictures (as usual since he my bias ) with Heebum hohoho~ ^^

I just realized something about myself that I feels kinda different if compare to others..at first I dont really realized it..but as time goes by it keep dawning on me maybe there's something different (something wrong?) about myself??? I dunno how to describe it..

I'm sure you guys out there have heard about Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OSD). Basically OCD is an anxiety disorder characterized by uncontrollable, unwanted thoughts and repetitive, ritualized behaviors you feel compelled to perform. As stated by helpguide if one have OCD, one probably recognize that one obsessive thoughts and compulsive behaviors are irrational but even so, we ourselves are unable to resist them and break free.

As for me I fall into counters and arrangers categories who are obsessed with order and symmetry. They may have superstitions about certain numbers, colors, or arrangements.For example when doing anything, I have the list of what I should do first, second, next and the list go on. However, for normal people you guys would not have any problem to break the rules but for me I just can't. It feels all wrong. These sometimes annoyed me for example when I'm doing my notes for studying. Say for example only chapter 1, 3, 4, 6 and 10 are going to be in the test, I would still do the notes for chapter 2, 5 etc coz it feels like I have to and if I dont do it, it just, wrong.

The same thing happened when I do anything that orders. Even though I know that I don't need to do it. I will still do it coz I can't help it. That's why sometimes I took longer time if compare to others when doing something. I hate this feeling of can't controlling my own action. = =;;

Anyway, just hope these thing won't messes up my already messed up life. orz

ouh. and another thing. sometimes (most of the times act = =;;) when peeps talking to me asking bout something, I would answer them different thing from what they are asking. say they are asking why I didn't do something, I would answer them the reason why I didnt do it. yeah..they can understand what I actually want to say but........its not the answer that they want rite?? ^^;; and I realized that my mother also do the same thing as me..when I ask her something she would answer another but we both understand it..isit inherited?? I dunno~ ^^;;

so to peeps out there, remember. if you want to get the right answer from me, you have to repeat the question more than once. the chance of you getting the right answer on the first time is prob around 30%..

sorry, I just can't help myself.

it just how I am like.

weird me. ^^;;

credits: helpguide

WishList

2011-04-05T01:36:00.001+08:00

wish-list for my coming birthday next month

gonna work my ass off to get these thing

unless if there are some nice person out there

who wants to gv me these as birthday present

*forever dreaming*

iPhone 5(?)

coz I like iPhone 3G/3GS design more

but I prefer iPhone 4 spec ;~~;

so me gonna wait for the new iPhone vers ^^

iPad 2

Sony Bloggie MHS-TS20K/L

Samsung Camcorder SMX-C10

Heechul "HEE" Black Mask

Heechul "HEE" White Mask

Heechul LED board

*to show support for him, not to throw at him*

MIYAVI official bag

Heechul Support Towel

2011-04-01T03:55:00.002+08:00

Undead PETAL & ELF,

Heechul-Petals have come up with a new Heechul support towel in pink color.

The towel is bigger and longer than the first version
that has been sold by them before this.

the 1st version of Heechul support towel

front

back

2nd version of Heechul support towel

~front~

Trans: "We're PETALS only/just for Hee"

~back~

fanclub's link & Kim Heechul International Fanclub

the pink towel is sold at USD8 not including shipping because it depends on where your location is and it will take about a month for the towel to reach you after they have opened up the orders. do wait until they have announced that the order is open before you sent in the money. for those who don't have paypal, account you can sent the money through your country representatives.

the reason being is because

Heenim likes to say that PETAL exists to support him

and he exists because of PETAL. ♥

to order go here

heecat

Hella Head Bomb

2011-03-25T15:27:00.002+08:00

can't believe it's already passed..it feels too short ;~~~; the next SS4 I'm soo going to other country SS4..prob SS4Singapore, SS4Manila or SS4Bangkok..although I get the best view if compare with last time SS2..this time it feels..........nothing? probably coz Heechul hardly go out performing with others because of his injury..can't blamed him tho since he already stated that his face is the most important things to him before but hopefully SM will do something to "fix" it?? ^^;; he sound pretty mad on twitter recently

just because he's an idol doesnt mean he can't curse..he's human too just like us..he bleed the same color as our blood..it weird seeing how the peeps comments at allkpop about how he's being all bitchy just cause its a small scar and that he should worry about Japan more..I've been waiting for this act knowing how he depends on his face and all..at least this is better than him being all depressed when geng left = =''

artist especially depends a lot on their image, especially their face and in Heechul's case he really depends on it since he's not so talented in singing or dancing if compare to KRY or EunHae..he has his very own unique voice that I think will suit more in rock genre but since SJ is practically a kpop boyband so......but he is very good in hosting shows, variety programs and etc where he needs to show his face. that's why he really mad when something happen to his face

weird peeps bashing on him just cause he curse.

WHAT? DONT THEY CURSE TOO WHEN THEY ARE MAD?? (¬_¬!!)

WHAT IF YOU ARE IN HIS PLACE?

WHAT WOULD YOU FEEL?

me just gonna quote some of the comments there that have the same opinion liek me coz I'm too lazy aha ^^;;

Honestly, I feel bad for him and everyone here hating on him needs to seriously take a step back. It's easy to say how he should act, you're not in his position, you don't have a job that demands you look perfect 100% of the time. Celebrities have a short life span to an extent. Regardless he's human, plagued by the same doubts we all have. Anyone who tells him to 'get over it' and 'it's just a scar' need to back up. I highly doubt that if this happened to you, you'd accept it. So what if he said this? Is he not allowed to vent? He's human and should be allowed to let out his anger. If you don't like him there's a wonderful invention on the computer called a back arrow. You click on it and you're magically taken away from the page. On a side note, how many of you people were hating on the girl who'd hit him on accident only to change tunes when this post came out? How hypocrital can you be? You're going to hate on him for swearing? Fuck fuck fuckity fuck....There. Go ahead and hate on me too you pathetic petty children. Because that's what you are: children...let me retract that actually. I actually know children that are more mature. Heechul is human and this accident has got to be another slam at his confidence level. Heechul has stated before that he feels like a useless member who only had looks to rely on, and honestly you're all proving his fears right. By stating that he's useless or only has his face to rely on in the industry demeans him. He's a great actor, he's a great talent on variety shows, you can't deny he it interesting, he hosts a radio show, and his voice is not bad. Useless? Hardly. Hell, Heechul's the only reason I discovered Suju in the first place.

So I say, go ahead and be pissed Heechul. You're human and it's your right to be angry, sad, happy, or whatever else. Anyone who thinks a celebrity should only be happy all the time is truly selfish.

-Kpopmusiclove-

i don't understand why people are so worked up over this. He's Heechul for god sake. he's a drama queen that's for sure. what's wrong with ranting on twitter? I rant too, all the time. he did not direct it to the fan. he's just merely angry. why, he's not supposed to be angry now? He did not say that he hate the girl now did he? Yeah, so he got like 400 000 followers, should he only talk about nice things? should he say that he's nice and not angry while he's seething inside?

If you guys follow him closely, you can see that for him, his FACE is his life! he practically got into entertainment industry for being pretty, and then he worked hard to develop other talents etc. Don't compare him to you! You are not a celebrity, you life and job doesn't depends on your face! He did.

Anyway, chill out. Just treat it like normal people cursing. Yeah, my bias is Heechul but i certainly did not feel like i want to cuddle him and go murder that fan. Treat him like normal, just let his anger died out and he will return to normal. jeez! don't understand what the big hype about this one twitter!

-farnadine-

Fuck is actually not the worst word in the English language. Fuck is used SO much that its bite has been taken away, it's almost equivalent to shit or suck now. CUNT on the other hand, is a terrible word, only used in the most dire of circumstances, but that's beside the point.

Heechul makes his living off his face. Almost 100% on his face. His singing isn't the best, his dancing isn't the best. He's gotten attention and his fame through his beauty, his face. For him to be THIS angry means the scar is permanent and not concealable.

For Heechul to get a scar on his face is the same as an artisan having a mutilated hand, or a soccer player shattering his knee-cap. To him, its pretty much game over. Whether it's really game over or not isn't the point. It is to him. Imagine you believe with all your heart that your career is over because of that scar, wouldn't you vent?

-Haneum-

and tis one I take from tumblr: holyshisus

I'm worried about Heechul...

Like, seriously worried about him. He’s going through a really rough time right now and I feel so helpless just sitting here not being able to do anything… ><. I’m sure pretty much everyone remembers the recent LED incident (although I have had a couple of anons ask me about it orz) where he was hit in the face by a fan board, thus leaving a scar, etc. After that happened, his mood changed drastically. Not only did he look upset, but he was a wearing a mask on stage and would rarely go up during performances… Lots of people began complaining that he was being dramatic and that it was only a small cut… If I didn’t know him I’d probably be that way too… But this is such a big issue for him… Lately, he’s been really down on himself. In several interviews that I’ve read he’s talked about how he doesn’t think he can dance and or sing and that all he has in his face. Actually, here’s a direct quote: “I can’t sing, dance, nor do I have special talents. All I have is the face, and I work hard to take care of the only thing that I can present…” I don’t think people realize how important it is to him, no matter how obvious he makes it… Even though he isn’t the best singer or dancer, he is one of the prettiest boys in KPOP and he’s the face of the group. It’s the one thing he knows he has (although the boy is ridiculously talented). It was flawless and untouched. Something that he could always rely on. But this one small cut ruined that… And it’s affecting him a lot more than most people assume… “Bullshit mirror Fuck the scar…Im not cool Everything hate…” I’m sure we all saw the tweet. It’s pretty clear that this whole issue is a big deal… And soon after that he unfollowed everyone but SJ + BoA and Jungmo… It may seem small but to him it’s not.

But besides that everyone knows he’s going through a rough patch right now… I don’t exactly want to say that he’s depressed but he is really upset and it shows. Defconn mentioned in a tweet a few weeks ago about how stressed he was. That he wasn’t able to hold down food because he would vomit every time he ate. This same thing happened to Geng back in 2007 (I believe) and it was due to extreme stress and exhaustion (Heechul’s schedule is insane).This alone is really bothering me. He’s lost weight. Lots of it. Looking at the Heechul pics from SS3 Malaysia he’s gotten a lot slimmer. I tried to think positively, thinking that maybe he was finally sticking to a diet (he hates those orz) or working out with Hae and the others… But I doubt it. I knows it’s from the stress that he’s been under, weather it be personal, or SJ related. He hasn’t been sleeping much either… Recently, he’s been tweeting in the late hours of the night. 4am, 5am, etc. Even if he does have a ridiculous schedule he shouldn’t be up that late tweeting… “Usually I live unstressed, but these days, every morning I look in the mirror, I feel stress from deep inside my bones. I wasn’t even like this when I was involved in the car crash…” Since the car crash… That was one of the most stressful times of his life and he’s saying it’s worse now… That scares me. :|

He’s 28. Next year he’s entering the military. That has got to be an extremely frightening thing to think about for him. 2 years away from what he’s known for the past 6 years… And knowing that he has to leave right at the height of his career (as an MC)… An extremely hard thing to deal with…

I can imagine that some of the stress stems from loneliness… Him and Kibum had a conversation on twitter a while ago talking about how things used to be and how lonely they were now… In Nylon, when asked if he was lonely, he responded by saying “I’m lonely 365 days a year…” That absolutely broke my heart. At his age, there’s a lot of pressure for him to find someone and get married. He says he’s ready but I dk if he really is or if he’s just trying to find someone because he should… (does that even make sense?). And now that SJM is doing promotions in China/Taiwan/HK/etc., only Teuk, Yesung, and Shindong are left. It must be really quiet and really lonely back at home… Some of his closest friends are in SJM as well… And even tho the chocoball boys are his best friends, the boys are like his brothers and it’s hard being away from family. He’s also been out drinking a lot more (according to fan accounts). We all know that he likes to drink but we also know that it’s one of the ways he likes to relieve stress, which is yet another example of just how much of it he is under… I fear that he’ll pick up smoking again but I highly doubt it.

What scares me the most is that he tries so hard to seem happy when we know he’s not okay. He reassures us that he’s fine and he goes around smiling but somethings wrong. He always tried and puts on a smile for fans…He’s someone who doesn’t like to show weakness. He tries his best to put forth a perfect image. Remember the accident? And how he bit down on his tongue to keep from passing out… So much so that he bit straight through… He wanted to stay awake for his image, for his fans, and for SJ. He’s trying to show that he’s the same crazy, happy, Kim Heechul that he’s always been when in reality his dealing with some really stressful stuff…

I dk why I wrote this. I dek if this makes any sense whatsoever. But people have been asking me about him and I kind of just needed to rant… I feel so helpless watching him struggle. I wish there was some way we could cheer him up but we can’t… And so we just have to wait and see what happens. Poor bb ;___;

and about he unfollowing lots of peeps esp his Chocoball friends
me think he just did a private acc and followed them on that acc ^^
and peeps, he never followed siwon and teuks in the first place
no need to be shocked lol = =''

I love him the way he is.

this is the real KIM HEE CHUL.

SUPER JUNIOR: SS3Malaysia

2011-03-25T15:26:00.001+08:00

last SS3Malaysia is the best! I meet with lots of my facebook and twitter friends there..also meets Japanese ELF..I asked them whether they went to the SS3Japan before..they said they went for the whole 3 days concert..ahahahaha lucky fans ^^;; Japanese ELF got the best SS3 I think..even their merchandise is the best esp the shirt the boys wore during the Super Show 3 at Japan..and then I meet PETALS at my area..they lieks Heechul too ^^ we kept talking bout Heechul nonstop lol us PETAL are crazy as Heenim ^^;; but there's no Lady Hee Hee here :( I should hv went to SS3Singapore or SS3Manila last time =_______='' anyway, here's some of my pic that I've taken during the concert..all the pics are taken from arena view

me with shiqi, nad, yuan, and chai with our weapons :D

some of the banners at the venue

heechul's banner

henry's banner

Teuks banner

stage design in SS3Malaysia

*not mine; credit as tagged*

this is from my view

opening, SORRY SORRY

fierce minie ^^

unfortunately I can't see Heenim from my place ;___;

but jungmo, mimi and henry are hawt! :)

wookie yg comel ^^

yesung cockblocking EunHae ^^;;

siwon wanna fly~

Kyu looking for..... ??

Hae with chocofam t-shirt

playtime~

kyu solo

sungmin solo

hyuk's solo

teuki

mimi solo

Heenim

yesung

siwon derp face in 3D :D

selca time wit Hae

onion Teuks strolling around

shisus and his mighty balls

wookie busy wit his works ^^;;

saranghae~

since this is the second time the boys came here,

ELF has already prepared wit all the banners and fanchants during their performances

the sad thing is Heechul hardly came out and only join in in certain songs :"(

I'm Heechul bias but I have more siwon close up than Heenim OTL OTL

anyway, hope he will feel better soon ^^

here's the ending where Heechul speaks in English

and as Heechul said,

see you next time in Super Show 4 in Malaysia! :D

credits: ALL pictures are mine as tagged except for watermarked pic

TAKE OUT WITH FULL AND PROPER CREDITS ONLY.

DO NOT MODIFY THE PICTURES IN ANY WAY.

SS3Malaysia, here I come! o(≧∀≦)o

2011-03-09T17:38:00.001+08:00

SUPER JUNIOR merchandise for SS3 preparation :D

yayayaya~

looks like I can go to SS3Malaysia this year o(≧∀≦)o

me will be going with my ELF frens a bit earlier coz I'm going to help them to pass up the flyers for our projects around..probably around 11.30am??..to those who are going to SS3Malaysia you gaiz better go there early coz lots of fanclub will be giving out free goodies..that's reminds me, I've need to pick up my Heechul-Petals towel from chocofam and my 5th Generation Super Junior lightstick from aten <333333

SAPPHIRE BLUE

Undead PETAL who want to order support towel for Heenim, you can get it here

>> heecat <<

-front-

-back-

It says: “希 ★ 만을 위한 꽃잎임~♥”
Translation: “we’re PETALS only/just for HEE”
At the back: our fanclub’s link and “Kim Heechul International Fanclub”

★ Because he always likes to say that PETAL exist to support him

and he exists because of PETAL ^^ ★

SS3Malaysia Updates

2011-02-08T17:27:00.009+08:00

SUPER JUNIOR Super Show 3 The Third Asia Tour

Date: Saturday, 19th March 2011

Time: 6 PM MST

Venue: Stadium Putra Bukit Jalil, Kuala Lumpur

Launch of Ticket Sale Event for Super Junior's Super Show 3 in Kuala Lumpur

Venue: T-HOP 6th Floor, Sungei Wang Mall
(next to Greenbox Karaoke)

Date: 19th February 2011

Time: 10 AM - 10 PM

Stadium Putra Numbering System Layout

Q-A is Terrace while A-N or A-M or A to L is Upper Tier

Online Ticket Sales at airasiaredtix [20th Feb - 19th March 2011]

Available Online and at all AirAsiaRedTix outlets Island-wide (Malaysia) .

Time and Date (Start of Online/Outlet sales : 20th FEB | 12 Noon)

and since some peeps keen on saying how the VIP will be blocking their view esp from seats in L1, L2, L13 and L14, here are how probably the VIP seats gonna looks like. NO. THIS IS NOT OFFICIAL PIC it were just some random pix that I found regarding the seats on Putra Stadium if its true that the VIP seats is the same as this one, then it will prob will not blocked the view of the people at the back

ATTENTION

only 9500 tickets is up for grabs

ticket is available on 1st come 1st serve basis

*limits maximum of 6 tickets for each person/transaction

*both at the Ticket Launch Event (19 FEB Only) and Online/AirAsiaRedTix Outlets purchase (20 FEB, 12 Noon - 19 Match)

source: Running Into The Sun

Guide to Kpop

2011-01-14T04:14:00.000+08:00

totally not mine. taken from tumblr.

INTRO:

Hello there! My friend who isn’t new to KPOP, but is relatively new to the terms used wanted a guide, so I decided to write this mini guide on the basics of KPOP fandom! I will hope by the end of reading this fantastic guide, you will be able to know a bit more about KPOP and possibly enter the world of fangirling (and boying) that we are number one in. (no 2 for me coz I'm more into JRock act ^^)

BEING A FANGIRL/FANBOY:

To be honest, if you like the music you are a fan. In my opinion (this is not an opinion piece so i’ll keep these to a minimum) being a fangirl/fanboy is a bit more work. More than just knowing the songs and listening to them. Generally, most kpop fans you will find on tumblr:

know the names of every member in their group (YUP. esp if they're my 1st bias; SuJu)
know at least 95% of the songs (100% for me, not counted the songs they sang on theater =,='')
have watched tons of shows that their fav group was on (yup. esp if there's Heechul on it ^^)
love their bands for more than their looks (I love them because they're my dorky SJ XDDDDD)
care about their band (yup. this is true ^^)
live and breathe kpop (urmmmm..kinda??? halfJRock/halfKpop)

Now I am not by any means saying that you must do this to be a fangirl/boy, because you don’t. I am just saying this is generally the life a kpop fangirl/boy would lead. There is a certain level of respect most fans like to have with each other. We do not really enjoy when world war three breaks out because of fandoms colliding, we much prefer rainbows and unicorns when fandoms collide. The choice is yours.

NOTE NUMBER ONE: Fangirling/boying is serious business. Do not mess with a diehard fan. You will never win.

THE TERMS:

Here are terms you will regularly see a fangirl/boy refer too. Here are the basic ones. I will list the ones most used because that is all a beginner really needs to understand the art of the kpop language (Because I could not properly define them all, I got my little friend urban dictionary to help with some). ~~By the way, my examples will be very biased because I only know SHINee and FT Island.~~

change it to my bias; Super Junior :DDDDD

Ship - To endorse a romantic relationship.
eg: see this pic and say that HanChul arent real. ~~this is before I shipped HeeTeuks ^^~~

OTP - “One True Pair”, used in fandoms to express what characters you ship.
eg: HanChul used to be my OTP but nao its changed to HeeTeuks ^^

OMO - Meaning Oh my/OMG. Used by people who speak the Korean language, or Korean drama fans that have it programmed into their heads from hearing it day in day out on their dramas.

eg: OMO!!!! Siwon kissed Heechul???? 8DDDDDD

I know this gonna happen coz he kissed siwon first! XDDDDDDD

Skinship - Closeness, intimacy, lots of touching. Physical contact such as hugging, holding hands, kissing.. other things that we will not go into right now.

Heechul fanservice..he reminds me of meevs ^^

eg: OMO! HeeTeuks BONAMANA fanservice is DAEBAK! 8DDDDDD

Bias - The number one person in your heart.

eg: Heechul is my kpop bias. enuff said. :)

Stan - Stalker fan, an over obsessed fan to the point of following a star around (an international KPOP fan who cannot usually follow the star around because they do not live in Korea can be considered a stan just by following.. via internet).

eg: I'm Heechul stand ^^ ~~but please dont spread this around lol~~

“THEY MUST BE FUCKING” - Not a word, but an often used phrase. This is used when they see two stars wearing the same top/bracelet/anything. It comes from a joke a long time ago and has been carried on ever since.

eg: HanChul must be fucking.

NOTE NUMBER TWO: There are hundreds of terms. These are the ones most frequently seen on my dash. If you use them, great. If you don’t great.

THE FANCLUBS:

Fanclubs are probably the second most important thing in KPOP (the actual groups being the first). A fanclub is exactly what it means, a group of fans that like a particular band. They are what categorizes you in this world of KPOP. If you hear of a “red sea” or a “pink sea” or a “gold sea” they are reffering to a fanclub. Each fanclub has a name and a colour. These can be very innovative and I will not tell you all of them because I do not know all of them, I will list the ones more frequantly stated on tumblr.

LEFT - BAND NAME, RIGHT, FANCLUB NAME. Colours are irrelevant at this moment in time.

Big Bang: VIP
SNSD/Girls’ Generation: SONE, S♥NE
SHINee: Shawol/SHINee World
Super Junior: ELFS
F(X): Aff(x)tion (unofficial)
Beast: B2UTYS
DBSK: Cassies
MBLAQ: A+
FT ISLAND: Primadonna
4minute: 4nia
After School: Playgirlz
CN BLUE: BOICE
2NE1: Blackjack
UKISS: KissMe
2PM: Hottest
Jay Park: Jaywalker
Wonder Girls: Wonderful
Miss A: Say A
SS501: Triple S
FCUZ: (for international fans) Runway
2 AM: I AM
KARA: Kamilia
Shinhwa: Shinhwa Changjo
Brown Eyed Girls: Everlasting
Dalmatian: DALMATE
Davichi: GIRLSHIGH
Sistar: STAR1
TRAX: TRAXIAN

Again, I’ve missed so many and I am so sorry that I have. These are the ones that constantly pop up on my dash, I do not mean to offend anyone by leaving them out.

NOTE NUMBER THREE: This is an unofficial rule that is unwritten but accepted by most. If you hate one member of a group, do not call yourself part of that fandom. For instance, if you hate Minho, to 95% of the Shawols, you are not a Shawol. If you dislike Seungri, to most people you are not a VIP. This applies to every member in every group.

THE INFAMOUS ANTI-FANS:

Everyone has them. It’s part of life really. The best you can do is just let them have their own opinion and just ignore all the idiotic things they say. Some anti-fans are low key and don’t really say anything. They really don’t bug you and I personally don’t find that much wrong with them. Some groups have labels for anti-fans. For instance, an SNSD anti is called a STAND. Honestly, it is almost impossible to change the mind of an anti-fan. It’s not even worth trying to change them because nine times out of ten they wont.

NOTE NUMBER FOUR: The only place where you will run into active antifans is kpopsecrets, but most of them are trolls. If you leave antifans alone, they leave you alone.

LOOSE ENDS:

This is where the beginner guide ends! Congrats (and thank you) if you read it all. Again, I know I missed a lot, I know and I apologize right now. Being a fan gives you this feeling of satisfaction, and of love. It tricks you into thinking that your bias/group is your best friend, and you know so much about them. This trick plays with your mind constantly, causes feelings that you usually don’t expect, and you end up loving every minute of it.

credits: tumblr

BONAMANA No Other BOOM BOOM fanchant

2011-01-07T17:04:00.006+08:00

BONAMANA

among my fav BONAMANA perf bcoz of 83lines fanservice ^^

the new chants for all 13 members name is taken from the latest BONAMANA performance here
my fav BONAMANA costume apart from their official costume in the first vid ^^

ps: yeolset-myeong means 13 members

BOOM BOOM

this is the short vers of BOOM BOOM, that's why Siwon is missing

No Other

if you want to promote these fanchants
do credits me & link back at my blog,
thank you.

LINKS TO OTHER SUPER JUNIOR FANCHANTS:

A-CHa
Mr Simple

PERFECTION

other SuJu songs

fanchants: all credits to suki382 (take out only with full credit)

S.O.S. PETAL

2011-01-06T17:11:00.000+08:00

Heenim wit IU

from Tiff, the most important person that all International Undead/Petal need to know:

Undead: ELF who bias is Heechul & is a fan of SUPER JUNIOR too
Petal: Heechul's fans, ONLY Heechul, NOT a fans of SUPER JUNIOR

She's the founder of heechul-petals/heecat/@Yurigoodoo and the Petal who named a Star for Heenim, which one is really famous since Heechul really likes it and it’s one of his nicknames right now; "Universe Big Star" esp when he guested in variety shows. He also mention it in Defconn song; Kim Wang Zzang and on his radio, SBS Heechul YoungStreet which aired everyday at 8.00PM KST

She recently lost everything on a trip (no thanks to the airport’s people) when she was taking a flight to come back home. So it would be very helpful if you guys can donate to her because she gonna need it to maintain all of the domains, storage, fanprojects, trackbars etc. She can only accept PAYPAL because her bank doesn’t accept international transfers or orders.

please, she need your help

to donate go here

>> heenim <<

Happy New Year

2011-01-01T21:21:00.000+08:00

taken from @Heedictator tweet:

Receive lots of luck as much as the space for the New Year~ The space’s big star’s beautiful fans, friends, members, reporters and to everybody else who are reading this, hope everything that you do goes well and let’s live for me ㅋㅋㅋㅋ

As the president of Chocoball, I’m going to say a word. This year, let’s become crazy bastards at everything!! I’m going to decide on the Chocoball’s balltto (like a motto). ‘Let’s work hard to play and let’s honor your duty to become free

Even if we become successful, we are SuJu

Even if SuJu fight, we are SuJu

Even if we despise each other, we are SuJu

Even if Suju get married or if there are many SuJu fans or all the SuJu fans disappear

we are SuJu

You’ve already fell into the swamp. Let’s just forget about these cringeworthy words.

You’ve already seen everything you possibly could from us. So, let’s go together to the end.

I’m not good at expression my feelings. If I was able to express my feelings well, that would be my lookalike. But I’m feeling thankfulness and importance from you guys. I know you want to vomit but a fan is a good thingㅡYou fans, thank you and I love you.

I didn’t drink.

The BOSS is BAXX

2011-01-01T16:49:00.001+08:00

GOOD NEWS.

The Boss will go back to Korea on Jan 13th for their sub-unit activities.

The first sub-unit consist of Mika, Karam and Jay.

After they have finised with their promotion,

the boys will return back to Japan to continue their debut there

and release their first Japanese single on 23rd February.

I'm soo gonna watch them perform on MuBank, MuCore, Inki and Mnet ^^

maybe not live coz I'm gonna start my class on 3rd Jan..

have to stalk for their perf later =,=''

Golden Disk Awards 2010: what's happened??

2010-12-13T20:50:00.004+08:00

RESULTS

Disk Bonsang Daesang -*SNSD (Oh!)

Digital Music Daesang - 2AM (Can’t Let You Go Even If I Die)

Asian Popularity Award - SUPER JUNIOR

Popularity Award

1- SHINee

2- SNSD

Disk Bonsang Award (similar to best album)

1- SUPER JUNIOR (BONAMANA)

2- BoA (Hurricane Venus)

3- SHINee (Lucifer)

4- SNSD (Oh!)

5- DJ Doc (I’m This Type of Person)

Digital Music Bonsang (similar to best single/best digital single)

1- 2AM (Can’t Let You Go Even If I Die)

2- IU (Nagging)

3- miss A (Bad Girl Good Girl)

4- CN. Blue (I’m A Loner)

5- *Lee Seung Gi (Love Taught Me to Drink)

Rock Award – FT Island

Hip-Hop Award – Supreme Team

Rookie Award

1- B2ST

2- SECRET

3- SISTAR

Producer Award – Hong Seung Sung (Cube Entertainment)

Lifetime Achievement Award - Park Chun Seok; Korean Trot composer (died March 14th, 2010)

Regarding the results from GDA 2010, it's looks like there have been some rumors flying around which have been saying about the unfairness of GDA. This article below is taken directly from twELFs from the United E.L.F Fansite.

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"Following the recently aired 25th Golden Disk Awards 2010, korean ELF came up with a thorough statement covering the matter concerning the results from all possible sources. This statement was made not to trigger more controversies but to serve as an informational piece for ELF in general. Please only read this with an open mind and note that this is not supposed to be used as a source for a fanwar in any way. TwELFs and SPL are working together with k-ELF to spread this around as much as possible. We will need your help to spread this all over the world ASAP. So please do publish them anywhere. Don’t forget to put the picture on top of the text. Picture first, then text. Thank you."

Statement from United E.L.F. Fansite (U.E.F.)

"Hello, we are from United E.L.F Fansite.

As you all know, we believe that there are problems about injustice that also relates not only to fairness but money.

I know that there are rumors going on that k-ELF are going to sue Golden Disk, but it is not 100% true. We are contacting a lawyer about law suit and getting our money back, but we are not sure that we will actually have a law suit, but more likely to send a petition to the consumer center. This is a translation of a writing that someone posted on korean website about GDA’s unfairness. Please spread this post around so others can know the unfairness. Also, we also state that we have no offense at all toward Girl’s Generation (SNSD). The purpose of this writing is to just show the world that Super Junior had this much success this year, but it just didn’t show in Golden Disk Award.

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Please don't misunderstands, right now k-ELF are NOT filing a lawsuit. They are first gathering information and evidence and then they will talk to GDA and have then answer their questions. Only if GDA did not answer them then they will take it to the court. This is not about giving the award back to SuJu but it's more about k-ELF voting because they paid to vote for SuJu.

go here to read the English translation of explanation from k-ELF

>> sj-market <<

>> EXPLANATION FROM GDA 2010 <<

okay, so here's the explanation from GDA about all those conflicts surrounding GDA 2010 results..they sure have the nerve telling us all these..by explaining it all like this they are actually saying that the true winner IS SUPER JUNIOR & Yesung =,=''

1) Digital Bonsang:

Yesung was never debut as solo singer, so he was disqualified, at the same time, as SuJu has already been given Album Bonsang Award, so they will not award to Yesung. Our question: If this is so, why in the first place, was Yesung nominated?

2) YEPP Popularity Award & Asia Popularity Award should not have repeated winner.

>> Terms in GDA main page ONLY stated that Rock & HIPHOP bonsang winners cannot be repeated.

3) Daesang Award:

>> as SuJu already won Daesang last year, and album sales difference from no 2 (SNSD) is not huge, judges have decided to award SNSD higher votes to win Daesang

We are doing line by line rebuttal:

1) Yesung was not debut as solo singer - rebuttal: since when did 2008 Popularity Award TaeYeon ever been debut as a solo singer?

2) YEPP Popularity Award & Asia Popularity Award cannot have repeat winner - rebuttal: such terms was never revealed in any of GDA's official announcement or web? Popularity award has always been based solely on vote ranking, inthis case why is SNSD ranked ahead of SHINee?

3) No repeat winners for Daesang - rebuttal: there were 3 times Daesang winner & 2 time Daesang winners before! furthermore, SuJu is ahead of SNSD by 48,000 album, this is consider a small gap????

credit: #Justice4SJ [admin Jeslyn]

you guys wanna know what are their reaction when they knew that it's not gonna be them?..go to the link below

it's too heartbreaking for me to post it here TT-TT

>> SuJu at GDA 2010 <<

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HeeTeuks

and Heenim just announced on YoungStreet today that he n Teuks will be going to army next year..I can't believe that they both gonna be gone next year..fortunately they'll be joining their 5th Album, they probably will not joining the promotion though..gahhh~ I want them to at least join the members in the music videos for their tittle song just so that we won't forget about them :(

Henry

and there's rumor flying around bout SJ-M comeback..they are currently recording for the albums with Peter OneWay..can't exactly tell what it is since SM hasnt confirmed it yet ^^ just hope you guys gonna support them no matter what happens coz I will ^^ YAY for SJ-M COMEBACK!!! just coz I missed both Mochi n Mimi :DDDDD

Zhoumi

and below is a fancam after they have announced the winner for Daesung..just before this, Teuks is seen hiding his acceptance speech inside his left hand glove..Heechul seems to realise the strained smile Teuks been wearing..and Teuks kinda looks like he will cry too..maybe that's why Heenim pulled Teuks away from there..for more information you guys can read the comment at this vid link

about Jewelie & niece

2010-11-28T10:13:00.001+08:00

hooooo~

long time no update

its semester break nao

will be going back to univ end this December

now busy with my sister wedding ^^

we just finished with the "kenduri" at our house,

this Christmas we'll be going to the groom house at Johor for the "kenduri" on the groom side but I need to go back to Shah Alam to "campak" all my stuff there first *but act the reason I wanna go back earlier is bcoz I wanna watch TRON Legacy in 3D at Times Square IMAX ^^ and it's not worth if I were to go back to Kota Bharu after finished the "kenduri" at Johor..it's too far plus I dont want to spend more than 15 hours on bus anymore =,=''

me in the center with both my lil sis on my left and my right with their friends

and my new niece, Akilla was born the same day as Jewelie ^^

Akilla

Jewelie

this is the one that I always babysit when I'm at Shah Alam, Raisha

me with Raisha *she LOVES BONAMANA! :D

Karam oh Karam

2010-11-07T23:17:00.002+08:00

Karam

Stage Name: Karam
Name: Park Hyuncheol
DOB: 28.06.1991
Height: 178cm
Blood type: B
Group: Dae Guk Nam Ah aka D-NA aka The BOSS
previously in XING and use Rising as his stage name. Kevin & Kibum of U-KISS and Joonhyung from BS2T also from XING along with all other D-NA members

Karam had been sexually harassed by men before

originally from allkpop

This ain’t no joke fellas, we are looking at the actual victim of gay harassment here. Literally a newborn rookie, D-NA’s member responsible for “Shining Beauty,” Karam has made a shocking confession of experiencing sexual harassment. Radiating his rather feminine beauty, Karam admitted that due to his girly features, many older men had approached him to grope him sexually.

“This is why I don’t like older guys coming close to me to make even a slight body contact. Not to the level where I push them away, but I don’t feel comfortable. There have been many other unbelievable things I had to go through. I have tons of stories to unload if I ever appear on Strong Heart as a guest,”

ps: this is just some random photo, totally not related to the news but still,

when knowing about these incident I dont feel very happy when watching pictures of him with older man =,=''

lucky for him he's into sports and has learn about K-1, a mixed martial arts originated from Japan..hopefully it will help him to get away from those type of person =,='' the first time I saw him , he kinda looks like Jaejong a lil bit but sometimes he looks like T-ARA Boram..haha..but after I've recognized his face, I have to say he does looks like them a bit but he have these oh-so-cute-type-of face haha ^^ then I watch him perform..he's a very good dancer I've to say..he looks soo into it when performing with D-NA members and whats more I think they are the most vocal talented out of all new kpop boyband..hopefully they will gain recognition plus all of them is very good at dancing

D-NA HWAITING!!! :D

Stumble Stumble

my favorite part at 1.25 he's soo smexxy~ 8DDDD

No One, Anyone

Karam picture spam coming~

in coming, in coming~

you think you are cute like me? :D

stalking the net??? :D

will u ever looks at this picture the same way u see it before knowing about

what's been happening to him??? not for me =,=

urmmm =,=

good, next time its happen just use your fist ^^

selca time~ :D

camwhore ^^

nom nom nom ~

tired already? ^^

going to school??? :D

adorable~ ^^

you want my help? ^^

peace! :D

this is what happen when Karam get bored ^^

ahh~ thats how I look like when I'm performing??~

birthday boy~ ^^

JRock vs KPop

2010-11-07T16:32:00.001+08:00

just finished my final exam for this semester..going back to my grandparent house tomorrow..hurmm..but its monsoon season now..hopefully it will not flood this time =,='' me gonna bring all ma baby with me; comp, external HD, LCD haha~ ^^ clothes??? just gonna use my sis de ^^

before this I only spazz about meevs & Heenim, but now my bias have increased..there's at least one member for each group especially the new boyband ^^ for now I'm crazy bout SHINee's Key and DNA's Karam..Key with his diva attitude and Karam with his oh-so-cute-face plus both of them is very good at dancing :D and there's the new mix-group; Co-Ed School with ten members..they kinda reminds me with Super Junior

JRockers

MIYAVI

Shou (Alice Nine)

Uruha (GazettE)

Miku (An Cafe)

Takuya (An Cafe)

KPop

Heechul (Super Junior)

Leeteuk (Super Junior)

Ryeowook (Super Junior)

Sungmin (Super Junior)

Henry (Super Junior)

Key (SHINee)

Kevin (U-KISS)

Joonhyung (B2ST)

Karam (DNA)

Ricky (Teen Top)

Sungjong (INFINITE)

Kangho (Co-Ed School)

Sungmin (Co-Ed School)

希, Heenim Jewelie

2010-10-31T20:35:00.001+08:00

meevs 2nd daughter was born two month earlier

she was born on 21st October at 6.13am

the same day as my sister's second daughter ^^

it took him 9 days to think for her name

Jewelie Aoi Ishihara

Jewelie: the reason (理) is hope (希)

Jewelie in kanji is written as 希理 and pronounce as "ju-e-ri" is Japanese

the reason they add "ie" at the back off Lovelie & Jewelie name is

bcoz "ie" stands for "the reason" in kanji *no pun intended

and the kanji for "hope", 希 is the same character use by Heechul for "Hee"

I dont know whether this is just a coindence or what, but I like it

now, everytime I think of Heenim, it will reminds me of Jewelie ^^

maybe Heenim should be his godfather??? :D

Here comes Lady Hee Hee again~

2010-10-28T01:29:00.006+08:00

some SHAWOL especially JongHyun fans is bitching bout how he date with Shin Sekyung..to me it's good news..that just prove that they are human like us too, rite?? even they are idols, they also bleed like us..so what? I wouldnt be surprise if SuJu members have girlfriends too..especially Teuks, he really need someone to take care of him..it would be nice if they all have gf..

just.......keep it a secret will you?
I can handle the news, but I dunno bout other ELF ^^

idol are human too..just like us

their blood is not PURPLE, not BLUE, but RED

just the same as we all

SUPER JUNIOR

SS3Beijing Heenim

hella head bomb

SJ-T

solo with Sulli

Heenim Rawx

play time

Lastly, Lady Hee Hee
as usual, these pics is 27SX rated pix
*kids under18..you've been warned ^^

credits: all photo is as tagged in watermark

Shut Up & Listen to Me!

2010-10-18T13:42:00.004+08:00

when I wrote Shut Up & Listen to Me,

I didnt mean it as U-KISS new song okay~ but yes, Shut Up is a good song plus Kevin looks smoking HAWT in the music video 8DDDDDDDDD

I totally fall in love with it..

my current top playlist are,

Co-Ed Too Late, B2ST Breath, Let's Go by G20,

Super Junior with Angel, MUCC Falling Down

and of course meevs new album, What's My Name :D

here come Kevin pic spam~ ^^

hayyy Kevin~ *waves 8DDDDD

he's pur~fect~

yes, this girl IS Kevin too~ ^^

*melt at his smile~

lol serious

I found a funny fic at MIRACLE

Heenim Guide on being a Good PETAL

*for those who didnt know, Heechul has two kind of fans.

Undead is his fans who bias is him and also fans of Super Junior

while Petal is his fan, but not a fans of Super Junior.

That's why he always ask whether we are Undead or Petal~ ^^

for me, I'm more to Petal but I also like SuJu...

so that's meant I'm a Undead Petal? :D

So, you want to be a Petal. And yes, that’s a statement, not a question, because obviously everybody should want to be a Petal. So if you don’t, shut up and become one anyway.

But it’s not enough to just want to be a Petal. Heck, it’s not even enough to just love me. And since most of you guys are completely retarded (as, let’s face it, a lot of people who aren’t me are) I have decided to make you a sort of Bible so that you learn to at least pretend you aren’t retarded.

Hella yeah.

1. You must accept that nobody is as pretty, beautiful, sexy, amazing, perfect as Kim Heechul.

2. Kim Heechul > Chuck Bass.

3. You mustn’t feel jealous or insecure about yourself when you see me in a dress.

Because you should be too busy worshipping me.

4. You must learn to live without sleep because I like tweeting at three in the morning.

5. You will not question me.

6. You will, however, question Leeteuk.

7. You will stalk my twitter, Facebook, and Cyworld religiously.

8. And you will become members of the Church of Heenim.

9. You will love Lady Gaga.

10. But you will know that Lady Heehee > Lady Gaga.

11. When I am talking, you will shut up and listen to me.

12. Then you will fangirl/fanboy intensely over what I say and make me a trending topic.

13. You will accept that steamed buns are more important than you.

14. You will memorize the twitpic URL of the steamed buns photo so that you can tell immediately when I am posting them.

15. You will click it and squeal excitedly anyway.

16. You will accept that Kim Heechul does everything he wants to
when he wants to, and he’s the hella fucking best.

Now, let’s look at the day in the life of a perfect Petal.

03:00AM Wake up.

03:02AM Check Heechul’s twitter.

03:05AM Retweet Heechul’s tweets.

03:10AM Check Heechul’s Facebook.

03:15AM Check Heechul’s Cyworld.

03:20AM Check multiple blogs for Heechul updates.

03:40AM Tweet multiple Heechul-related things so that he trends.

04:20AM Start a Heechul gif spam on Tumblr.

04:55AM Draw pictures of Heechul.

06:20AM Post drawings of Heechul.

06:30AM Make self look pretty so that everybody knows that Petals are stylin’.

07:30AM Leave for school, with Heechul’s solo songs on repeat.

08:00AM Arrive at school.

08:05AM Stare at locker, covered in photos of Heechul.

08:30AM Start classes. Draw Heechul on work. Stalk his twitter on your phone.

12:40PM Lunch. Eat steamed buns.

01:30PM Back to class. Render drawings of Heechul.

03:30PM Go home. Make detours past SM and Super Junior’s dorms just in case you can see Heechul.

04:00PM Arrive home. Eat more steamed buns.

04:30PM Attempt to do homework. Get distracted by Heechul posters.

04:35PM Scan in Heechul drawings. Post them.

04:55PM Find Heechul’s schedule. Go stalk him with camera.

06:55PM Return from Heechul stalking. Upload photos.

07:00PM Dinner. Insist of having steamed buns as a side dish.

08:00PM Shower. Think about Heechul.

08:30PM Stalk various Heechul sites and save all the photos.

09:20PM Make gifs out of Heechul videos.

09:40PM Stare at Heechul’s twitter.

10:30PM Go to bed. Stare at posters of Heechul until falling asleep.

10:40PM Dream of Heechul.

Some questions from Petals who obviously are not getting the whole memorization thing, as number five clearly states that you shall not question me. Seriously, you guys can’t even pretend to be smart?

Do I HAVE to wake up at 3AM every freaking morning?

Yes. Yes you do. Dedicated petals run on fangirly-spaz, whereas other, less caring petals have to run on sleep.

Don’t you disapprove of Petals missing so much school?

Hella no. To become a professional Heechul stalker, you don’t need a degree.

I saw somebody who looked even prettier than Heechul today!

Impossible. And that’s not a question, you fucking idiot.

Why do you say ‘yo, man’ to women too?

Woman = Wo + Man.

Did you fall down the stairs again? Your nose looks funny.

If by funny you mean perfection, then yes. AND I DO NOT FALL, I GIVE THE GROUND THE PLEASURE OF SEEING MY FACE CLOSE UP.

Are you honored for being called the Asian Justin Bieber?

Hella no. If anyone’s honored, it’s him. He’s the Western Kim Heechul.

…Actually no, nobody’s worthy of that title.

Well, that’s all the time I have to waste. For those of you who actually paid attention, congratulations, I give you permission to call yourself a Petal. For those of you who already knew everything, I give you permission to have an extra steamed bun with dinner tonight. For those of you who aren’t going to follow this, you’re probably too stupid for me to want you as a Petal anyway.

Oh! And one last thing.

I have something for you to print out and stick on your wall next to all your posters of me.

~ Kim Hee Chul ~

bybye meevs

credits: kpoppon maxy

The Untouchable

2010-10-04T02:44:00.002+08:00

yesterday I saw him again

"The Untouchable"

my nickname for him

its maybe the last time that I will ever see him again

he's the kind of person who seems to good to be true that I don't even have the courage to talk to him..I only dare to look at him from afar and that's only when he's not looking at my direction..I bet he doesn't even realize of my existence..does he? its funny when I act like this in front of him when I'm act an extrovert person =,=''

I like the way he looks

the way he smile,

the way he did his hair,

the wear he dress up when going to class,

the way he acts when he's with his friends,

the way he keep to himself when others are being crazy,

the way he looks he's being all shy when others are having fun,

I like him the way he is.

however,

"we can't always have what we want,

so we have to make do with what we have."

let's dance it off!

2010-09-24T00:29:00.001+08:00

I really loves watching Idol Star Dance Battle but sadly SuJu isn't competing this year..well, they prob have to make ways for new groups to shine..if they to perform to I don't think other will have the chance to win..haha~ ^^

the ‘2010 Idol Star Dance Battle’ was recently broadcast and among the groups who competed are missA, SECRET, 4minute, After School, BEAST, MBLAQ, U-Kiss, INFINITE, 2AM and IU

loling at magnae's from U-KISS; Dongho, ZE:A; Dongjun and INFINITE; Sungjongcute boys are cute..esp at sungjong~ 8DDDDDDD

anyone who watch it gotta just love how the boys incorporates the humor in their dance battle performance..totally respect their dance skills especially the lead dancer in SuJu; Eunhyuk, Donghae and Shindong..you aren't bad too Teuks..haha..and Kyu, I didn't knew you can dance before this =D

did you do these too?

2010-09-23T16:29:00.001+08:00

today during Government PR lectures, my lect mention about how there are some of the students who cheats during the test..and she even saw them doing that..she said that she's gonna give them 0 marks for their test coz and said that they were insulting her, as the lecturer and insulting their brains.

do YOU cheat?

I personally agreed with her..for me those who cheat in test/exam don't have DIGNITY. it's would be better to just leave the paper blank than cheats..don't they even have the confidence in their own self?? seriously peeps, I can see these kinds of people every time we are having test/exam/midterm..

no wonder the were news about the increasing numbers of graduated students unemployed..they were either has low/acceptable GPA and didn't passed the job interview or just too picky for the jobs that's been offered.

so,

DIGNITY: Do You Have It?